Seasons of Light: Divine Identification/ January 6th, 2010. The Feast of Theophany

A couple of years ago a very Conscious friend of mine recommended Star Gates by Corinne Heline. It is a book that looks at the Winter and Summer Solstice/Fall and Spring Equinoxes as Liturgical Seasons in and of themselves. It has been a joy to read.

In my Mediation of the Winter Solstice, Gabriel’s “jurisdiction”, the longing for Light to Awaken in my own Shadowed places led me to a Meditation that I have never really participated in before:
Being Present to the Rising of the Sun
and the Going Down of the Same
as my own Rite over the Solstice ~ Christ Mass Season.

Starting on the Morning of December 20th I began to meditate with the growing Light of Dawn….and then again as the Sun began to sink in the West to watch the Enveloping of the Evening becoming Night.

I have a hard time with “Silence” and “Being Present” due to my own Inner & Body White Noise….the very steps so crucial for Ascension. Consequently, meditating on the Dawning Light was a real challenge. While I allowed myself to “attend” to basic morning tasks, “cuppa” in hand, being mostly still for that long, it was a Powerful act to do. “Wasting time” was a thoughtform that my Body frequently stirred up with its restlessness at Waiting……I am not even certain that I was able to hang in there until the Sun actually arose, the first time I chose to be Present to the 1 ½ ~ 2 hours it required to watch the Light Spread and the Sun finally appear on the horizon.

I became Aware, in MY BODY CONSCIOUSNESS, That I have my own process of Photosynthesis
that is a Sacred RITUAL of my Body…..

By letting my eyes “DRINK IN”
the External Light to my Pineal Gland,
I was FEEDING an INNER LIGHT DAWNING with a new frequency throughout my body…..
A Light Dawning throughout all the Energetic Vessels of my body Like the Light, Spreading in the Sky….
Like the Nile Flooding its Banks in the Light of Sirius…….

That This SACRED ACT of BEING PRESENT
to the NATURAL RISING OF THE SUN
is a way of
FEEDING MY HUNGRY SPIRIT WITH SPIRITUAL FOOD.

Of receiving Eucharist in its Highest Frequency
while still needing Bread.

No Wonder SunRise Masses to Celebrate the Resurrection are so Powerful and so Many Holy Days begin at SUNSET.

I became aware that Dawn is a Season of Light.
I had always thought of it as a single event and concrete time.
Birthing a New Day….
A New Creation, takes timmmmmmmmmme.
It isn’t meant to be Shattering or Explosive or a One Event deal.

Birthing My New Light is itself a Sacred Season.
Clearing away the afterbirth
of former things past away,
no longer needed…….
It is the Dawning Light
Awakening Shadowed places
in my own Inner Galaxies of Heritage and Connection.

Each Dawn offers to me a Liturgy of the Hours
as a Season in Light
that I can
LITERALLY
Feed myself with.

I have been focusing this past year on Naming and Living in my Spirit....
The Christ In Me, My Hope of Glory....
The Revelation of the Shekhinah,
the Radiant Indwelling Presence of Sacred Spirit.

I find Staying in the Light of me gets too Bright……..
Too Centred!!!!!!
It feels TOO MUCH IN MY BODY.

Yet, My Karmic Challenge is to Stay in My Centre….
to truly RECEIVE the Light of MY being before I GIVE It Away. ….
I need an Inner Core,
Like the energetics of
The Transformer
In a Electric Power Station…
I Am needing to “build” a New Light Body
In order to Behold and Generate My Own Radiance…..

I’ve been praying that the Gravity of my Centre,
The Magnetic Nature of my Own I AM SPIRIT……
Might STRENTHEN….
I’ve been needing to build “Spirit Mass”
And KNOWING
All Stars need Mass to build Gravity
I’ve also been praying along those lines.

Even as I type, the TRANSUBSTANITIATON occurring within,
By allowing
THE DIVINE MASS OF LIGHT
OF EACH DAY
TO FEED THE LIGHT OF ME
IS FLOODING MY SPIRITUAL
AND PHYSICAL BODIES
SIMULTANEOUSLY.

Light,
The Present Dawning of the Sun
Mysteriously Rings Celestial Bells of Awakening….
Calling forth
My Own Light
In the BREAD that Is MY MATTER.

The Presence of the Divine ~ Light ~ I AM
Is growing in me,
Even as Yeast grows Life in Bread.

This is a New Age Dawning IN ME.

And Dawning is a Season…….

Peace, Good Will to us
Is indeed Heralded by a Star….
The Star of our own Sun
As the Aligned Heavenly Manifestation of
Of the DIVINE CHIILD
Is birthed in Me and In You.

This Divine Child needs
lots of Drinking in,
at the Breast of Light.

This Divine Child needs
Profound Sanctuary
Within and Without
to Grow in Beauty and Grace.

This Divine Child needs to be a Child,
Learning anew
How to Live as a
Sacrament on Earth as it is in Heaven….
As An Expressed Word
Of Our Divine Source and Light.

This Divine Child,
Needs to feed on her own Inner Guidance….
Her Alignment and Surrender to the
Divine Consciousness and Compassion
that gives Life to her
as a Rhythm of Light…..
not only a Calling.

This Divine child Needs to Grow Strong
Drinking In SunLight,
Resting under the Wings of Night
And Learning to “BE” LIGHT.
For a Season of Time….
A Season of Light….

Ascension has Already begun….
The Divine Child Has Been Born in Me
And It is Time to Grow Gently
in the Light Energies
Of the Dawning of a New Age of EnLIGHTenment.

May the Blessings of the Light be Also with YOU.