VISIONS OF PEACE , FLUTTERS OF JOY

Thank you for the Butterfly Flutter blessing this morning....as though Amasteau had just arrived at the Cave's Portal.....and Spirit Blessings of Air and ButterFly Gently welcome me back into a different Clarity of Consciousness.....

I've heard an Invitation to respond with Impressions to Path of Peace.....and as I've gone into that preparation place that allows a Birth of Word.....the Goi Peace Foundation Declaration CONSCIOUSNESS has welcomed me Home as a World View from which I base this Gospel we are Co Creating........

As I was reading the Principle of Responsibility I realized that for me, I am Responsible FIRST OF ALL to REspond to the LONGING for Health that is in ME..........
The Desire portion of the 6th Ray........
Wanting to give Divine Birth as CO CREATION........

I am feeling a Longing to plant seeds of Consciousness on the Necessity of Sacred Rites to Birth a PEACE FULL COSMIC CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS......

I am feeling the Longing for Sacred Scripture in New Inclusive Language .......

Thank you for Your Timing on the "Hierarchy" speaking of needing Inclusive Language.......Because it INTRODUCED ME TO WHO YOU ALIGN TO.....AS the Negotiators for a Spiritual Magna Carta FOR THIS PLANET...

I KNOW them as The Communion of Saints....Some came to my Birthday Party Yesterday as My Circle of Spirit Friends........

I Feel a responsibility to either re-translate Channelings of a Violent Language or ask for New Ones......

For the Spiritually Sensitive there are just too many ENERGIES that get In the Way of HEARING THE WORD......

Even "Responsibility" is enough to knock people out who don't even have the Basics of BEING YET........

In Matthew Fox's book, WHEE, WEE, WE, he speaks about those of Church Consciousness who have lost the Capacity to LIVE.
As he looks at "LENT" as a transformative time....Traditionally given to Self Examination, Penitence, Service, Alms preparing for Spiritual Resurrection...........
He points out, How Can People Give "UP" as a Spiritual Offering, when they Didn't LIVE their Lives to begin with????....

Responsibility has become a Violent word in our Language....a Guilt Trip on those Sensitive Souls who Want to make a Difference, but Who have been conditioned that Their Own Well Being is Not as Important as the Greater Whole...some how becoming a HOOK to the Energies of Sacrificing One for the Greater......Scarcity thinking.....Wounded Child Feelings......

In my own inner Translation of the "Principle of Responsibility"....A RULE OF LAW AND ORDER.......
I HEAR The Invitation to Feel Sacred Longing......
to Rest in the Divine Longing..
The Reaching of heart, soul, mind and Strength to the Presence of Transformative StaR energy

...It takes a lot of BEING ENERGY to HOLD THE KINGDOM IN REALITY.........BEING is the Anchor.....BEING in the Trust of Being PART OF A RAINBOW Bridge of Stars ......

More BEING.....AS RESPONSIBILITY......
More Longing.......As Desire.....

For me the words carry different Frequency from the Gods.....
I'm having to really Align just using the Word....

As a Virgo Sun.....SERVICE, RESPONSIBILITY and ORDER (~_~) are also my Glamour.....where I collect brownie points for Self Worth......To BE in the REALM OF GOD requires BEING...PLAYTIME....CELEBRATION OF LIFE....MORE DO NOTHING TIME......REMEMBERING THE SACRED RITES OF SACRED PLAY...UNLESS YOU BECOME LIKE CHILDREN, BEFORE CONDITIONING SET IN....Each of us....and FAMILIES NEED TO CO CREATE our OWN SACRED STORIES....HONOURING OUR VARIOUS ANCESTORS IN A GOOD BYE RITE, AND INVITING NEW ONES TO ADOPT US....

interesting...."adoption as Heirs of Spirit"......

CREATING THE CHRIST STORY FROM THE BEGINNING IN A FAMILY SET UP....CREATING OUR OWN HOLY FAMILIES WITH THEIR OWN AVATARS..BY INVITING THE DIVINE BIRTH ...COMPLETE WITH AVATAR VISITATION AND WELCOMING COMMITTEE TO THIS LIFE THAT IN TURNS INVITES US TO "BEING FULLY HUMAN AND FULL ALIVE"...
FOR OUR OWN SAKE FIRST.

So much of my Healing of POST TRAUMATIC.....the Virus created by Violence.....Has Been Consciously Looking for Portals to the HOLY...Visuals that Emanate DIVINITY LIGHT.. SACRED Energies that lead me where I need to go and heal me in the level I need to heal......

The problem with those with PSTD,~~~~ the dis~ease that needs to be healed to break the Violence Circuitry OF THE GLOBE~~~is that most of us have been the Energetic Sin Eaters...the Empaths and Sacrificial lambs.......We have been the Mirrors of Humanity's Shadow....It wasn't until I was 43 I had any sense of LIGHT INTRINSICALLY IN ME......I 'VE ALWAYS HAD LONGING..A SENSE OF MY HEART REACHING FOR MORE...Longing to be HEALING PRESENCE.....Longing to Be Welcomed Home......

Part of my healing has been watching Stories....Films....And in one Chinese film of Corruption of Monarchy and Devastation of Lives,
The Darkness was so Dark
because the Abandoned Child had not been Divinely Welcomed by Human Hearts and Bodies....The Divine Right of Kings exercised by those who have Never been DIVINELY WELCOMED into BEING..........

I have been trying to serve for 58 years without My Divine Birthday Party......My Life is dedicated to cleaning up behind myself......which means I NEED TO JUST CELEBRATE BEING, IN the CENTRE OF GOD, TO BRING IN THE KINGDOM......

NO EASY FEAT FOR THOSE of us WHO HAVE DRIVING ENERGY AND LONGING HEARTS......

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PRINCIPLE OF CO-OPERATION

AHHHHHHHH.......One of of my Biggest Celebrations today, You of My Circle of Friends......

When I was preparing for Ordination, I went on my First Silent Retreat at a Francsican Convent, "STELLA,Niagra"...Complete with Peace Park beside the Electrically Charged Niagra River.....

I had no Women Models for "RECOGNIZED SACRED SERVICE" as a Protestant raised girl...other than my Parent's Spiritual Leadership roles in Life, I had heard one woman preach in my life, and one Ordained Woman on One Occasion celebrate Communion.....Who do you Tune into, to Manifest a New Way of BEING in the Role of "Priest" when you have no Gender models.....

My meditations led me down the Stations of the Cross...where I was astonished at the Frequency that Women show up in the Icons of Christ's Consciousness....but not the "HEIRARCHY"...of the Roman Catholic Church..

The path led me to the Crucifixion Station.......In the centre of the Cemetary for the Franciscan Sisters and associated pilgrims.......

I was Surrounded by A Cloud of Witnesses of Women who had gone before me.....I needed to Tune into them to find out what it means to be a Female Knight of the Holy Grail.....

To use the Knight's Sword as a Ploughshare is what this transformation with you is helping me create for myself....

in co-operation of EXPRESSING Divine WORD.....

In my own translation of God's Spirit in My life....Okay Divine Consciousness....

Divine consciousness unfolding in my brain with Invitation as Invocation.....Invitation to Sacred Relationship rather than Begging for Bread......

Let Me share with You Who Showed up For my Initiation Birthday, with some of the Gifts.....who are Co-operating in MY LIVING The Path of Peace as I feel called.....

TREE NATIONS...Sacred Roots of the Earth...Bridges reaching to the Stars...Caring Sacred Healing in their Life Meridians...

Nothing like requiring Wood Heat in an uninsulated house, and an Awareness of Brigid's Hearth to Awaken in My Consciousness the Precious Prayers these Guardians offer for our Planetary Existence.....

YEW, In transformative Beauty showed up on the Beach in front of a Spiritual Companion/Earth Angel's house....Ancient Tree of Transformation and Christ Consciousness offering it's participation in my Sacred Rites this Season....Yew burned ESSENCE prayers for Transformation on My/Our behalf between Solstice and Christmas Day.......

CEDAR, Tree of Life in the 1st Nations that surround me....My Cat Introduced me to GrandFather Cedar a few years ago, and He gallantly carries the Pray Flag of Reconciliation....AND a Sri Lankan Angel keeping the Earth's Heart Beat with her Bongo drum, and Wind Sock to Blow it all away........

APPLE...My Tree of Life of Avalon and Atlantis....Prayers for Abundance and the Sweetness of Kwan Yin's Compassion.....

FIR....BLESSED FIR....Druids believe they carry what I "feel" as Aquarian ENERGY....Lifting the Perception to the Greater Whole....THIS IS THE WOOD THAT WARMS ME TO THE BONE....FEEDS MY BODY.......HAS THE HEAT UNITS AND FREQUENCY I NEED TO THRIVE.......

AND the Plums...Faith, Hope and Love....that Carry the flags of prayers, and Icons of Encounter at their roots.....

THE WINGED ONES....I live on an Island that holds a mythology of birthing the world through EGGS...Crystalis'
....

Raven showed up much to My Suprise....I didn't think I was worthy of His Attentions on a Birth Day...

And as I held Sanctuary yesterday, in the Pink Hermitage Sanctuary Yard, Stellar Jay brought In Isis with a Glint of Sirius Magic on His Wing...........

Being reminded that it is Icons of Sacred Wings that Adorned the TABERNACLE....the Grail of Spirit....the Temple of the Radiant Shekinah.....

Her Crown entering My consciousness in a Favorite Child's hymn...(words revised for My Feeding..~_~)

When She Cometh, When She Cometh
To Make up Her Jewels,
All Her Jewels, Precious Jewels,
Her loved and Her Own...

Like the Stars of the Morning,
Her Bright Crown Adorning,
They Shall Shine in Her Beauty~~~
Bright Gems for Her Crown.....

She will Gather, She Will Gather,
the Gems for Her Kingdom....
All the Pure ones, all the Bright ones,
Her loved and Her OWN

Like the Stars of the Morning,
Her Bright Crown Adorning,
We Shall Shine in Her Beauty ~~~
Bright Gems for Her Crown....

Little children, Little Children
who Love their REDEEMER,
Are the Jewel's Precious Jewel's
Her Loved and Her Own...

Like the Stars of the Morning,
Her Bright Crown Adorning,
We Shine in Her Beauty.....
Bright Gems for Her Crown.......

So Now Sirius has Become Isis'Crowning Glory and Tiara to Attune me to Clearer Light and a Purer Heart.....I guess that's like the Buddhist Jewels of Meditation.......

"There are no problems or conditions which cannot be solved by the will-to-good. Goodwill nourishes the spirit of understanding and fosters the manifestation of the principle of cooperation."

One of the biggest Energetic Shifts I ever made in "ABUNDANT MAGNETICS WAS IN willing to BE Good TO one self first". THE FIRST STEP IS TO be REALLY CLEAR ABOUT EXACTLY WHAT I NEED to THRIVE.........I saw it work in a group healing gathering....
there were so many rooms and sleeping circumstances....
what did we really NEED to thrive on in this course?
....Mine was a ROOM ALONE.....And I felt so Selfish that that was what I needed the most...sleeping alone in between intense group attunement....
But I trusted the Leader's wisdom and put it forward.......
And sure enough, EVERYONE got the BASICS OF WHAT THEY NEEDED TO THRIVE.....
THERE IS ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE...OUR DEEPEST NEEDS, no matter how "low their Frequency" need to be aknowledged and addressed....if only to say..."Let Go.... Be At Peace"........

I am a touchy feely type...Celibacy as Choice and Acknowledgement for Healthy Living was a tough one for me....Comfort wise......No Family connections anymore......My Cat is a Temple Cat...Part Siamese part Maine coon.....Affectionate only when Whim suits........The last few months an Abandoned Male has arrived...IN CO-OPERATION OF Our OWN HEALING AND DIVINE BIRTH....And the "GOOD WILL" of taking 'responsibility' for a Cat that somebody Abandoned........As I began to "Encounter" "Clarence/Clair Du Lune", who I originally thought was a Feral cat, I could "feel" his memories of Comfort and warmth and Being Held with Affection begin to RE-awaken IN HIS CONSCIOUSNESS.......I saw my Own Abandonment Wounds in Him......and in the process of becoming Family, My own Hands have Born the Wounds that I put out Psychically as Abandoned Child....And I have been learning to respond with Compassion as I've searched for Peaceful ways to set boundaries while maintaining trust......To Heal my own Spirit with "Clair De Lune" as my Mirror...For the "Peace, Good Will to All" Universal Thread of Devotion.....And I now get to Feel SHALOM Incarnation with a Blonde Moon Shaped Cat on My Lap...A Yang Chalice, for a Yin energy...~_~..

I HUMBLY share that Spider Woman Arrived at my Party....I've never been able to tune into her energy per se....or so I thought....Spider Woman's gift to me was to Thank Me for My New Friendship with Spiders.....My taking the Time to Honour the Sacred Icons that they Weave as Glistening Threads of Prayers for the Connections of Our Divine Intelligence....By letting "BE" more Webs in my home than CLEAN corners...An Invitation to find a more peaceful co-existance....A reminder that ALL LIFE BEARS THE DIVINE DNA IMPRINT OF AVATAR SPARKS AND REQUIRES ENVIRONMENT TO SHINE IN....AGAIN CO-OPERATION BASED ON GOOD WILL IN RESPONSE FOR A LONGING FOR RESTORATIVE JUSTICE....RESTORATIVE KARMA.......FOR ALL OF LIFE.......

#1 The Principle of Sharing

The errors and mistakes of past centuries are the joint errors and mistakes of humanity as a whole. This recognition will lead to the establishing of the principle of sharing, so needed in the world today.

When I was 6 years old, my Father, who already lived a long ways a way from the rest of the family, went missing. 9 months later, my Elite athlete, Brilliant father was found dead. I was in Grade 2 when his body was found. One day in class, a New girl arrived, in tears for most of the day. The Teacher "assigned" me to her....I learned you can Transmute another's grief by Transmuting your own.......

In healing classes I have often been the test "model" for healing....

When I prepare to "hear a Word" I need to go inward and find where it begins in My Body....to find the path towards TRANFORMATIVE Word consciousness.....How is my body resonating, singing the Word in this Moment...where is the Word Alive in Flesh....

I've been aware for OVER A DECADE that I have been doing some healing work with the Ancestors.....because their energies are in me...the ancestral relationship energetics needing to be actually re wired........

And I get such a Sense, that while We Welcoming the New Birth,

I Need to say Thank you to All of you who Bore the Wheel of Suffering for this long...

The Path of Compassion has not been for the Weak of Heart ...
YOU YOURSELVES WERE CAUGHT UP IN THE MODEL OF ABDICATION OF SPIRITUAL SOVEREIGNTY...

I believe we ARE ALL being Invited to Let go of the Wheel of Suffering and the Stations of the Sacrificial Offering

Let go of Our need for Vengence in the Word of "JUSTICE"...

And Open ourselves to a RESTORATIVE JUSTICE....
A SHALOM VIBRATION OF SACRED BEING
that INDEED REDEEMS...
CO-CREATES MEANING FROM OTHERWISE MEANINGLESS SUFFERING

that brings Joy from all Our Sorrows

Laughter as our Efforts Fulfilled....

PEACE as our response to PRESENCE....

All by entering into the Portals of the Holy...
the Sacred Rites that Create REality...
Truly Magical...
Creating the Sacred Medicine wheel of Black Elk,
With Narnia's Heaven after the Last Battle,
the Land of God
through which the Crystal River of Life flows
through Presence of LIGHT
with the Tree of Life as an Encircling Meridian,
with it's twelve kinds of fruit,
producing it's fruit each month,; and the leaves of the trees are for the Healing of the Nations.

I share my Life...My Healing ...My Process...I share that somehow What I am doing in My Healing will be to do a Redemptive version of the Angel story in Brothers Karamazov...The old woman who is thrown into the Sea of Brimstone, Her Guardian Angel WAS "allowed" to offer her the Onion she gave a hungry woman ONCE, as her rescue line....

As Her Guardian Angel began to pull her out of the Sea of Torment, others, caught in its sludge, began to hold on to her....."IT is MY ONION....MY GOOD DEED....MY EFFORT" as she kicked the others off.......

The onion Broke....All were lost.......

I want to Hold the Onion and bring as many with me as is possible.............

Ancestors...You of Dark and Light Forces have been our great Teachers....Our Great Mentors of the Fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil......

I Invite you to turn your vision to the First Tree...the Tree of Life....Whose very roots anChor the Love of God into Our Ground of Being......We are not called to Solo Sovereignty...We Are called to A Spiritual Sovereignty where the Deepest Need being full filled in One Feeds the Whole....

Birthed of a NEW FAMILY...A NEW COMMUNITY of CONSCIOUSNESS...

I have been so longing to share some of my visions...my awakenings...

One of my Peace Visions, is encouraging folks to make their own prayer/Icon items for home again OUT OF RECYCLED MATERIAL.......I was given Hazelnuts by someone...they were too stale to eat....What came to me was to make them into Prayer Beads....It was like spinning....instead of lanolin on my hands, there was Hazelnut oil....My guidance said wait until you are done making these then look it up....

Hazel is about Essence of Knowledge, Essence of Being: Divination; Visions, Deep listening, Divine Source, Transformation, Catalyst, The flow....

And my VERY FAVORITE...is that in Irish Tradition Each Hazel Nut contains ALL WISDOM... "hear" AKASIC RECORDS COMPASSIONATELY DELIVERED AS NEED ARISES.....

This Way of Being in Sacred Prayer can only emerge from A BEING LIFESTYLE.....Living in the Wilderness in prevalent solitude (different from Silence) has allowed me to tune into the Great Communion of of our Planet...A reason there was a Fransican vibe to my Receiving of a Mission Statement for a peace Pilgrimage....

And Three years of Praying with the Stars with you here as my Base has been of incredible personal service, ....not many get what I'm about...and that includes friends who are in the AA bailey network....so thank you for all the support that has been Inspired through YOU...THANK YOU, for the EFFORTS and ENERGY and PERSONAL Commitment it takes to provide a place for someone like me to find a prayer community....a place to feel accountable and to practice hearing my own guidance in Antiphon with yours...WITH GLOBAL INTENTIONS FOR PEACE AND UNFOLDING...

BLESSED BE THIS LIBRA DAY OF CHRISTMAS...

THANK YOU FOR WELCOMING ME AS I "SHARE"
AND PERCIEVE
THE GOOD NEWS
AS IT IS UNFOLDING IN MY LIFE
AS A SACRED DANCE FOR THE WHOLE.

MEEGWETCH.

Speaking of Responsibility ...

It's inspiring to hear of the inner work you are doing, and know there is great progress on the Path. Thanks for all your sharing.

Our spiritual teacher (who transitioned 13 years ago to the other side) would tell us, "Peace begins inside, from this truth you cannot hide" and "To be responsible is to be responsive" ... grateful that through these teachings, he lives on here today.

Astronomically ... today on the new moon, the sun conjuncts Vega and opposes Sirius so that we have special access to this axis as Uranus and Jupiter make their third an final conjunction, with Venus trining them. Saturn is squaring the Sun~Vega / Moon~Sirius axis and it's a solar eclipse. You may have noticed, Susan Sun's Night Sky Lunar Theme for this event is "The Emerging Authentic Self in Action"

Feels auspicious also that the new year 2011 began so close to this new moon ...

Love & Blessings for your upcoming cycle!