The RESTORATION OF FALLEN ANGELS....

It was the "impression" received yesterday....the Apocalyptic energy and FALLEN ANGELS....

It was the Apocalyptic Story that motivated me to begin My Journey of DIALOGUE and "SCIENTIFIC" theory AT 17 YEARS OLD.....My discovery to find out whether "GOD WAS REAL" led me to the negotiation table because, rumour had it, GOD WAS GOING TO WIN...AND I WANT TO BE ON THE WINNING SIDE...~_~...HUMBLING THIS SYNTHESIS.....

"If I read my bible every day, And Pray, I need to know from you that you are REAL and I need to KNOW IT inside of me."

My Parents had moved overseas, with siblings, and I had the SPACE to discover what I needed about God without being "TOLD".

Needless to say, the "experiment" worked....

I needed to test TRUTH from the beginning...
not just take it at face value....
INCARNATE IT...
There is a wonderful written Meditation in the Reform Jewish Prayer book that speaks of Doubt as the HANDMAIDEN OF TRUTH.....

I always figured, ST. THOMAS got a bad rap....~_~..

And even when we were Introduced,"GOD" AND I, I wasn't ready yet, to say YES, ...I needed to read more...I needed more experiences of the ENCOUNTER....before I was ready to give my Life.....

It was a classic 'conversion' story....I was overcome with how much darkness was in me and I went DOWN ON MY KNEES for Help....It was then that I was given the words...Ask and it will be given...Seek and you will find, ...Knock and the door will be open....

And now that it comes to me the first time the THRESHOLD//DOOR//PORTAL//ICON archetype was alive for me was at ordination.....when I was "accepted" at the "testing" interview, as I walked out the door, I had a sensation of "STEPPING OVER A THRESHOLD" into a DIFFERENT WORLD....I was given WORD from Revelation to read at my Ordination Service in ST. MICHAEL'S ROMAN CATHOLIC CATHEDRAL :

" and I have set before you an open door,the door will never be closed..."

which has come back to give me hope over the last while.

This last week, I found myself Inside somewhere Knocking on the Door to be Let out.......

"Close the door where evil dwells".....

I've always had a soft spot for the DEVIL, hoping God might find a way to restore fallen ANGELS.....

And the LUCIS trust is not an inviting publishing name..~_~..

Just before Pilgrimage, I was receiving some awesome "SPIRITUAL RESPONSE THERAPY"....the therapist, quite EXCELLENT in Spiritual development and soul healing, ..passed on a Rumour she'd heard through a Melchizedek order, that AA Michael had gone to the DARK SIDE......

As a born protestant, the level of SAINT access I was doing was extraordinary, but I'd never introduced my self personally to HIM...HE is into WAR after all..so I took that as real caution for the cause of Peace.......in terms of AVATARS I align with......

My Two profound Spiritual Companions both have AA Michael resonance that they find protective....

It was Brigit, who introduced Me to Michael in the FIRE HEARTH......I still wasn't convinced...He SCARED ME....

At some point I'm sure I said something like....Look, If you say you are on the SIDE OF LIGHT, I'll talk to you......
AT one point 4 years ago, My Male Spiritual Companion who is ALSO A BIG OBELISK MICHAEL energy was giving me a massage....

I ended up "going somewhere" having a Dialogue with Michael...I told him, I have a hard time with EDGY TACTICS in the name of LIGHT...I understand UNDERGROUND MOVEMENTS....I'm having a hard time with TRUSTING YOU.......and like JOB, all I needed was a DIVINE ENCOUNTER OF LIGHT to reassure me that all was good with this Angel, anyway....even if I have trouble with the ENERGY of FIERY SWORD.....

Shortly after Ordination, I got sick...gee....

It was When I began to get back in "service" and began to Work with the SACRED SCRIPTURE again, that I discovered
the

ENERGY

of "the WORD of GOD AS LIVING AND ACTIVE,

SHARPER THAN ANY TWO EDGED SWORD,

PIERCING UNTIL IT DIVIDES SOUL AND SPIRIT,

JOINTS FROM MARROW;

IT IS ABLE TO JUDGE THE THOUGHTS AND INTENTIONS OF THE HEART.

AND BEFORE HIM NO CREATURE IS HIDDEN, BUT ALL ARE NAKED AND LAID BARE TO EYES OF THE ONE TO WHOM WE MUST RENDER AN ACCOUNT."

SO IN THE MIDST OF ALL THIS BATTLE ENERGY AMONG THE GODS, I ask for mercy for those seeking LIFE...that

THE DIVINE FATHER'S WORD as LIVING AND ACTIVE, will be as YEAST.....
drawing the Spirit Whole....
SEDUCING IN INNOCENT LOVE AND JOY HEARTS BACK TO YOURSELF.....

YOU OUR BRIDE GROOM....WE YOUR COSMIC BRIDE

It's enough for THIS KARMIC WHEEL OF MY SINS upon HUMANITY......

Years ago, when I was studying up for Baptism Class, I came across a story of the Maori in New Zealand. Apparently when the missionaries came to BAPTIZE a few of the Elders went forward....When the Missionaries pursued the agenda of having EACH clan member "go Under", the Elders responded by saying, that to Baptize ONE In the Community BAPTIZES ALL......

It's time to let the Illusions of Suffering dissolve...

I own the SWORD that has
ENACTED THE ONE BATTLE THROUGHOUT HUMANITY....

In the name of Peace...Let Us Make Peace as AVATARS,
LEAVING BEHIND the WAYS OF DOMINATION,
AND FIND OUR WAY BACK TO COMPASSION....

LET US DIALOGUE AGAIN, FINDING PEACEFULL ARCHETYPES FOR OUR STARRY ICONS

THAT GENERATE OUR SPIRITUAL LANDSCAPE ....

AS WE AGAIN CELEBRATE THE TREE OF LIFE...

GIVING THANKS FOR THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL...

MAY IT NOW BE THE CADECUS....

I pause, I take this Negotiation for Peace thing really seriously....

This Easter, I met Jesus in the GARDEN with a CHARGED POWER...and He gave me MY NAME BACK....

Cut from me from my Leo Grandfather with the dark Energy of

"What did you name her that for???She's not an Aunt Gemima..."

HE SAW ME!!

AND AND THE SWORD DISENGAGED ME FROM MY PORTALS TO THE LIGHT!!

I am a Black Madonna. MY NAME IS

DEBORAH

Negotiator between the War LORDS and Deva AVATARS....

Applying for the job...lots of experience, lots of healing, to bring back to the EARTH I DESTROYED...

LOTS OF MOTIVATION...AND TENDERNESS SPILLING FORTH....

Spirit name?? Theophania

Thank you Victor Frankl for teaching me to SEARCH FOR MEANING....

Thank you Eli WEISEL for pointing out that Job's complaints with YVHM ARE justified....
and needs continuing DIALOGUE for A RESTORATIVE SHALOM .....

Thank you CHIEF YVONNE EDGAR OF 1ST SCUGOG NATION OF THE MISSISAUGAS for sharing with me,

the Dream the Creator shared with you ...

ALL MOVING UP A MOUNTAIN TOGETHER
AS VICTIM CHILDREN
LEARNING TO CREATE SANCTUARY TOGETHER
ONCE MORE
AS ONE STAR NATION...
TO CREATE A WORLD OF PEACE....

YVONNE, WHO CALLED A PEACE VIGIL FOR HER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF RESISTANCE,
AND WELCOMED ME TO PRAY A PRAYER OF CONFESSION
FOR THE FIRST NATION RAGE THAT WAS MY OWN.......

SHE GAVE ME THE SACRED FIRE, THE HEART OF THE EARTH,
AND A MISSISSAUGA NAME...

SACRED FEATHERS......

FULL CIRCLE FROM IT'S MISSASSAUGA BEARER,
WHO LEFT HIS MOTHER EARTH IN SEARCH OF THE "DIVINE" FATHER..

SHE IT IS THAT GAVE ME MEEGWETCH...

EUCHARIST~~~~EARTH STYLE....

CO CREATION...

Growing a New Etheric Body FOR THE COSMIC CHRIST means mapping the the starry blueprint...

The chelation energy of Barbara Ann Brennon's "ETHERIC FIELD HEALING"..ON AVATAR LEVEL......

NOTE: "HANDS MUST REST ON BODY FOR GREATER GUIDES TO WORK TO SHIFT MAJOR SPIRITUAL SURGERY"....

AND IN MY MIND'S EYE I SEE

THE "time of BEING in MEDITATION"

INCREASING TO LET THE ETHERIC FINGERS OF THE HEALING GODS

MELT THE SWORD'S ENERGETICS

FROM GAIA's WOMB.....

AND NOURISH NEW LIFE.....

AND THEN MY FAVORITE PART IN THAT ETHERIC TECHNIQUE...,

WHEN MY HANDS GET TO DANCE IN THAT FIELD OF STREAMING ENERGY...

AS THOUGH I'M PLAYING A HARP....~_~

THE STAR MEDICINE WHEELS....
AVATARS THROWING A POW-WOW FOR INCARNATIONAL PEACE,
DANCING THE STREAMS OF STARS INTO
A SHALOM BLUEPRINT ....

THE GLASS BEAD GAME,
FINDING DIVINE HARMONY
WITH DIVERSITY OF DIVINE ANTIPHONS...
TOWARD THE DIVINE SOUND.....

MEEGWETCH

I'm WHERE????!!!!!

This is an amazing welcome HOME...considering what I did to the EARTH.

Learning to tune into PEACE through Invisible COMMUNION....

attuning as a baby dragon......

In this moment I have a sense of these Little dragons...Anne McCaffery saw them as DRAGON LIZARDS....ANYBODY can have those !!! and they are MORE FUN..!!!..the BIG ENERGY DRAGONS are for THE BIG GUYS....

Dragon Lizards are playful....You can have more than one and they still come in all the Colours of the "WARRIOR" ones....~_~..Mostly they Hum or sing I remember, and are gentle company and Carry messages "Between"

Moving out of big intensity to GENTLE IMPRESSIONS is an adjustment....

I really have just been born into
HEAVEN AND EARTH REUNITING ON THIS PLAIN OF EXISTENCE....

I so appreciate the Wonder of Loving VISITATION, giving me Nursery care....

It's a bit to recover, when one's LIVING HEART,
has just TAKEN RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SINS OF THE FATHERS AND MOTHERS AND SIBLINGS..........

TO FEEL YOUR LOVING IMPRESSIONS, SOOTHING ME, INVITING ME TO PEACE WITHIN A SAFE COMMUNION OF AVATARS......

TAKES SOME GETTING USED TO........~_~.

I remember hearing how much the DALI LAMA LOOKED FORWARD TO A TIME OF RESUMING LONG HOURS OF MEDITATION,

AND I COULDN'T IMAGINE.....

I'm being welcomed into the World HE began in.....
AN AVATAR IN MY TIME BRINGING PEACE TO THAT SYNTHETIC LEVEL...

THANK YOU...THANK YOU...FOR ALL THIS MIDWIFING...THIS PARENTING...

I SO WANT TO BE AN AVATAR OF EUCHARISTIC LIGHT....

A few months back I had an Image of KWAN YIN,
with all her hands and arms,
Superimposed upon me...

All her hands but One upon my body,

like Cherubim with SKIN ON.....

Encompassing me, reminding me to RECEIVE HER COMPASSIONATE PRESENCE ALWAYS...

And I remember, Charles Wallace...
from Madeline L'Engle A Wind at the Door...

telling his sister Meg about seeing "Dragons".....

Describing the "Dragons" he saw.....

"...all sort of clustered together, wings,
it looked like hundreds of wings,
and eyes opening and shutting between the wings, and
some smoke and little spurts of fire,
and I warned them not to set the pasture on Fire......"

A Guardian Cherubim for a ailing child....

All I hear being asked of me is...
BE PRESENT...
IN Peace...In flow...
allowing even the currents of thoughts
flow where they need to
trusting in the moment of Grace....

And all will come...all will be looked after...
visitation by angels comes in many ways...
Elijah's Raven's,
Magic Oil vessels...
there are ways to Manifest that have yet to begin in me....

Doing what I need to do in THIS COMMUNION,
and trusting I will be looked after
in this Wondrous New World of Plenty we are Creating together....

Mom and Dad ......i need lots of reassuring...lots of discernment...lots of welcoming....this is an Expansion of Consciousness WEBS that need to GROW GENTLY ...JOY receivers are pretty new...
And this world is VAST
IN IT's OPPORTUNITIES,
IT'S FREEDOMS,
THE CHOICES BEFORE US...

AND WHAT I'M LEARNING IS........

PRESENCE

THANK YOU FOR GROWING
PEACE FLOWER RECEPTORS
OF CONSCIOUSNESS....
ahhh...
the Flower of Life IN RIPPLES....

It's the redemption of the EARTH...

putting Her care in my Body before economics.....

Trusting in the Divine Father to shift the web constructions for ABUNDNCE......

remembering the ORPHANS and the WIDOWS...

BABY AVATARS...AND BABY FIRE LIZARDS.......

Attuning to the First Garden.....WITH COMPANY!!!!!

GREAT SPIRIT AND FAMILY...

THIS IS NO EASY ASSIGNMENT,

THERE IS A NUMINOUS WONDER OF GRACE AND TENDERNESS
THAT TOUCHES THE PLACES IN MY BODY THAT HAVE CREATED HELL ON EARTH .....

I AM AWARE OF HAVING TO LEARN TO BREATHE ALL OVER AGAIN...
BACK TO THOSE KIND OF BASICS...

It is an honour to be here...among you....

to FEEL your Gentleness, your TENDERNESS, as ENERGY FROM THE GODS..
My DIVINE FATHER, SACRED MOTHER, AND BLESSED COMPANIONS OF THE LIGHT...

RECONSECRATING THE SACRED VESSEL.....

THIS IS A WHOLE DIFFERENT WORLD....
IT MAY BE THAT OUTSIDE
ANOTHER DIMENSION EXISTS,

BUT I AM IN ANOTHER WORLD IN THE MIDST OF IT....

THE FLOW OF GRACE NEEDS TO BE SO GENTLE,
AS SPIRITUAL RECEPTORS OF STAR SWEETNESS BEGIN TO UNFOLD.....

THE DELICATE NUANCES OF
NEW NEURONS AND AND MERIDIANS AWAKEN
TO INFORM ME OF THIS HEAVEN ON EARTH....

TO BE GIVEN THIS GRACE...

AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE ....

REQUIRES SUCH A REALIGNMENT OF TENDERNESS
FLOWING THROUGH MYSELF

SO I CAN FOR THE FIRST TIME
CONNECT TO A DIVINE COMMUNION THAT IS SANCTUARY...

REDEMPTION OF THE BODY....

TO FEEL THE GUIDES ETHERIC FINGERS
CONNECTING ME
TO THE HEALING OF THE EARTH
IS BODILY ABSOLUTION...

AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE...IT'S STILL NEW, THIS MUCH LOVE...THIS MUCH COMPASSION AVAILABLE ...AND NOW ACCESSABLE....

THIS IS AN OLD ABUSED BODY, INSIDE OUT...I'M HAVING TO IMAGINE STREAMS OF ENERGY FROM THE OCEAN FOR MORE CRYSTALLIZATION MOVING INTO MY SPIRITUAL BODY TO TRANSFER TO MY PHYSICAL BODY....OXYTOCIN I'VE BEEN NEEDING???

PLEASE DIVINE PARENTS....there is an anxiety echo...
YOU'VE GIVEN ME SO MUCH
IT'S HARD TO TELL YOU
WHAT I NEED......
FOR THE IMPRINT OF MY DESECRATING WILL
IS STILL ECHOING IN MY OWN FLESH....

IMPRESS ON ME THIS AMAZING MIRACLE...

HELP ME CHOOSE TO IMPRESS
NO MATTER WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE IN TERMS OF SCARCITY...
IN TERMS OF ACTION AND PRIORITY....

PEACE IS EXACTLY WHERE I AM MEANT TO BE..

AND MY DIVINE FAMILY
REALLY WILL LOOK AFTER THINGS FOR AWHILE
UNTIL I GET GET HOME FOR A BIT....

TO REALLY JUST BE IN THE CONDOR NEST FOR AWHILE...

ITS A LONG WAY UP, AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FLY YET.

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